Testimonies - Testimony

My Healing

A big miracle has happened.

For 8 years, I have suffered from severe pains in my body, 24 hours a day. I was chronically ill. The doctors diagnosed that I would not recover and would be disabled for the rest of my life. But deep inside of me I could not accept that. Although I was told I had to. While I was in so much pain, and was crawling because of the pain (a kind of burning pain) a desire started to grow in me to worship Jesus, and this desire grew stronger and stronger. But with such a sick body I could not bring into practice that which was burning in my heart. I really couldn't do anything, let alone dance for the Lord. Still I tried in my way to move during praise and worship. Not the way I wanted but I just had to move.

That is also what I experienced here. But much stronger! During worship, I could really let myself go loose. Only whenever I would sit down on my chair the excruciating pain would come back all over my body. It appeared as coming straight from hell. So actually, I could not stop dancing and praising God. But that was very exhausting of course. It is lovely to get the chance to worship without pain and let yourself go loose before God. If only the pain would stay away it would be really complete. God provides because while I was on the terrace God revealed to Pastor Jan and Jaap what needed to be done in order to be physically healed. It had something to do with somebody who had done something to me, and I really needed to forgive and release. I thought I had already done that but that was fake. Satan had fooled me by saying that: “I have forgiven so and so would be sufficient. But I had to forgive with the love of God in my heart. This was something that wasn't easy but I was very precious. This is just an understatement because I have set those persons free with all of my heart and the love of Jesus but what did I get in return?

COMPLETE HEALING OF MY PHYSICAL PAIN! FREE FROM HELLISH PAIN!

I am free and this is only the beginning because now I can start practicing which gifts my Father has given me and how I can step out in them. Very exciting. Now I am praying that my muscles will grow stronger because being without strength for 8 years is not just something.

Set free from smoking.

God healed me from my nicotine addiction. Thank You, Lord.

I love You my Lord. You do so much.

I love you all.

But He loves us so much more.

FREEDOM!

       - Danille Balrak, Holland